The New York mom who jumped to her death at Niagara Falls with her baby and young son wrote a series of harrowing posts detailing her heartbreak at splitting from her baby daddy.
Chianti Means, 33, wrote the Facebook posts under the name Diamond Scott in the weeks before police say she intentionally stepped over the guardrail at the popular Luna Island overlook Monday with her kids, 9-year-old Roman Rossman and 5-month-old Mecca Means.
“I wish someone would love me because the man that’s suppose to does not,” she wrote late last month, days before saying she was “sick of irritation, anger, sadness and rage.”
“Everyone please leave me alone I’m in love with my daughter father,’ she wrote a few days later, on Oct. 1. “I want my family back. Respectfully Idgaf what I said about him before or what anyone else thinks.”
In another post from the same day, the mom wrote, “You have to hold on to the ones you love. Never know when you might lose them.”
In one of her most recent exchanges, the mom was asked why she had split from her ex.
“Cause I was a dumb a– pregnant bitch who swore up & down I ain’t want him,” she replied.
The haunting messages emerged as authorities continued to scour the area for the three bodies.
If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, you can dial the 24/7 National Suicide Prevention hotline at 988 or go to SuicidePreventionLifeline.org.